July 2011
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June 2011
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Meh
I don’t even know what to say anymore.
It seems like it’s all coming back around again.
Good thing I have a counseling appointment today.
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“America is about all about speed. Hot, nasty, bad-ass speed.”
– Eleanor Roosevelt
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I’m. Losing. My. Mind.
Trippin the fuck out, man.
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Well, I'm not completely useless
Things I’ve accomplished today:
Cleaned kitchen.
Cleaned bathroom.
Ate something.
Applied for Medicaid and cash assistance.
Talked to my case manager from my insurance company.
Things I’ve accomplished today (that I shouldn’t be proud of):
Managed to sleep until 2PM.
Ate Top Ramen.
Told some white lies.
Ignored calls from Chase and Citi Bank.
Added more unopened bills...
scribblesbyz replied to your post: As of late
Did writing this little post help a bit? Just to write in general seems like it’d be helpful, even if it is a Tumblr post. :] Also, would you still consider auditioning for AMDA? Or, you just wanna move out here and get our careers going? :P
Writing always helps, for sure. No matter what I manage to get out. It’s just comforting, ya know.
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Okay, fucker, really?
I’m so fucking tired of my roommates throwing out food that hasn’t expired. Especially food that hasn’t even been fucking opened yet!
I went and bought some fruits and veggies with my last bit of money. I’ve eaten basically everything save for some blueberries, celery and an artichoke. Yesterday, I noticed the blueberries were getting a bit soft, so I put them outside for...
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As of late
I’ve been wanting to write all day but, for the life of me, I could not figure out what I wanted to write about. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to journal or wax creative. I didn’t know if it was prose or poetry that was wanting to flow from my fingertips.
I still haven’t figured it out.
There are so many thoughts ping-ponging in my brain.
Some are sweet, sentimental even....
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How odd
The emotions one can simultaneously feel.
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chinson:
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“You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts.”
– Khalil Gibran
I need help. Really.
GAY MARRIAGE IS LEGAL IN THE STATE OF NEW YORK!!!
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Today
Why do I seem to keep finding myself signing that same contract over and over again?
Had my first real session with my new counselor today. I was honest, that’s all there is to say about that.
It wouldn’t surprise me if, by this time next week, I found myself in the hospital again. She was worried about me the moment I spoke my first sentence.
Trying to avoid the hospital,...
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How sad that when you’re depressed the things that usually make you happy don’t. Can’t.
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“And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing...”
– Sylvia Plath (via brandibates)
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Bah
I’m in a place where I’m not quite sure what I’m feeling. I guess it’s more that I’m feeling so much I can’t quite get a grip on each emotion. I’m sad, though. I know that for sure. I’m sad about so many things. I also have an incredible amount of disappointment sitting like lead in my stomach.
I’m upset with myself.
The only things I need to...
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For every Reblog 1$ will be donated to my autistic...
99% of people won’t reblog this because they think it’ll make their blog look as shitty as their heart.
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Me: I don't think you understand how much I like you.
Him: Yes, I do.
Me: Yeah?
Him: You like me as much as I like you.
Me: And how much is that?
Him: More than you could imagine.
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It sure has been a fucking day
I’ve been awake for 22 of the last 24 hours.
I’m sad. So, so sad.
And worried.
Today is one of those stay in bed all day type of days.
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