September 2011
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New. Fresh. Not starting over. Just… getting on with it.
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“But really, really, I don’t give a F-U-C-K.”
– Nicki Minaj - Monster
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You don’t know what you’re going to do until you do it.
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And it goes on
Nothing’s gotten better since yesterday. In fact it’s gotten worse. I went to counseling again today.
I guess I don’t understand what’s not working.
With the progress I’ve made it seems absurd that I’m feeling this way.
The inconsistency of my moods is terrible. If I’m happy (what I would consider happy) for a couple of weeks, it makes the depression...
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So, this is what happened today
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I went to my counseling appointment today.
She: How are you doing today? Me: -silence- She: Wow. You can’t answer. Me: [slight nod] [short silence] Her: Are you suicidal? Me: -extremely long silence- Her: Can I take that as a yes? Me: [slight nod] Her: Do you have a plan? Me: …No. Well… not really. [silence as she writes some notes] Her: You seem different today. Me: I do?...
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“Write to me:
Stick Stickly
PO Box 963
New York City, New York State,...”
– Stick Stickly - Nick in the Afternoon
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okay
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I would write something about life, but nothing has changed.
So, there’s that.
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“If they substituted the word “Lust” for “Love” in the popular songs it would...”
– Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via durianquotes)
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btdubs, I’m not talking about suicide, I’m talking about the hospital. Just so no one freaks out.
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So many people are fighting for their lives. Meanwhile, I’d love nothing more than to give up on mine.
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I feel like I need to be in therapy 5 days a week. And I only say 5 because everyone deserves a couple of days off (or more, depending).
I know the hospital is the last thing I need. Hell, it’s the last thing I want. However, I do want it. I don’t want to go to the hospitals that I’ve been to, where you go for a week and they send you home with a few prescriptions and a folder...
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i’m fighting it, but it would be so damn easy. it would be so damn easy but, i’m fighting it. i’m fighting it, but it would be so damn easy. it would be so damn easy but, i’m fighting it. i’m fighting it, but it would be so damn easy. it would be so damn easy but, i’m fighting it. i’m fighting it, but it would be so damn easy. it would be so damn easy but,...
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Long story short
The past few days been like:
I’ve really been wanting to:
and:
but all I’ve done is:
So…
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Everything | Fefe Dobson
Sometimes I give into...
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“Not being assaulted is not a privilege to be earned through the judicious...”
– Emily Nagoski. (via rapeisnotajoke)
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Anonymous asked: post a picture of yourself?
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There is so much talk about periods on my dash...
Is everyone menstruating, or what?
I’ve heard of women in the same house syncing up, but could it be that we are syncing up through Tumblr interaction?
I’m going to Google this phenomenon.
Putting on my investigative journalist hat now.
EDIT: Okay, I’m getting nowhere. That was fun, though.
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Slowly making an impact
Got this message today, about the set in which I recited facts about rape, from one of the comedians I frequently come across at the open mics I attend:
“I just wanted to let you know I was there for the [Tacoma Comedy Club] set and I was proud of you for saying what you did. So proud that I stiffled a joke that I thought of at the time that made me laugh out loud (not a rape joke just an...
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Getting validation that your writing isn't shit:
Priceless.
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Triggered Emotions
I opened this post intending to write something completely different, but I was flipping through the channels and came upon an episode of SVU. It was a scene where a woman was looking at a line up to help get a conviction.
It made me angry/sad all over again. I wish I would have gotten the chance to pick Jered out of a line up, or out of a set of pictures, or something. It didn’t even get...
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“If I had to choose between this or the sangria, I would choose… the...”
– Chelsea Handler | During a Chelsea Lately cooking segment
Sangria will always win.
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keep fighting keep fighting keep fighting keep fighting you. are. strong.
note to self.
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Sick with anxiety
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Oh, fuck, seriously.
Why does it always sneak up just when you thought it’d left?
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Why am I watching this J.K. Rowling movie on Lifetime Movie Network and getting all kinds of emotional?
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“If you wanna be somebody, if you wanna go somewhere, you better wake up and pay...”
– Sister Act 2: Back in the Habit
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Heavy
I’m so emotionally overwhelmed. I’m tired. I’m just tired. Mentally, emotionally, physically. I feel sick. And I guess, in some ways, I am. I’m sure it has a lot to do with the fact that I’m unable to get much sleep. I know part of it is, for the last two weeks, I’ve had to deal with many different people telling me that rape/sexual assault is no big deal. That...
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